I'm 17years old I just got into my first relationship with a boy I've known since I was 9 years old. Our relationship is very cute but I can't trust him. He has a bad past with females but with me he has always wanted me and I have always liked him but never really wanted a relationship with ANYBODY because I never saw the point in it. I always thought it was a waste of time always seeing my friends and family crying over boys. I'm the oldest and my mom is a single parent so I play mommy #2 alot! I'm always with my male cousins or god brothers because I don't like being around crybabys .So I only have 2 best friends 2 which are females. I've known one for 10years and the other for 2 years. It takes a lot for me to consider anybody a best friend I just don't throw my friendships around. I don't express my feelings well either. I come off as pretty, stuck up, smartass , and mean,sometimes friendly to people who don't know me.
Anyways ,that was just a little about me. Now to get back to the boy. When we were little we always liked eachother but like I said I never wanted a boyfriend. So my sophomore year I happened to begin attending the school we now both go to. We saw eachother and talk and stuff..nothing serious...Last year, junior year he always tried to talked to me but I avoided him b/c I thought he was never serious and I'm not going to waste my time...He was always with lots of girls( he's really cute .so lots of girls like him...I'm cute too but I reject people a lot b/c I feel like their intentions in liking me aren't pure.I don't like people who like me b/c i have a big butt or I'm just beautiful...I want someone to get to know ME)....So I would avoid him but even if he was with them he always came to me no matter what and talked to me(even when he probably had a gf) ...they would always get mad at him or me...but he moved at the end of junior year...came back to our school a month ago...but we say eachother before he came back at homecoming in october.. He got my # and we started talking. he got me to promise him when he came back we would be together. So now we're together....I just don't know what this is ....If I'm just another girl and if I should just treat him like everyother boy and blow him off or see how our relationship plays out ???b/c I don't want to get in feelings with this boy and get played!!....
also,I think me liking him alot has to do with me always watching those dramas and how he treats me ( He opens the door for me ,always tells me I'm beautiful, makes me laugh, if I don't want to kiss him he'll kiss me anyways, I love the way he hugs me ...I don't want him to let go...he's just adorable to me) in the dramas they always have the cutest relationships and the girl and boy ...it all seems so innocent and good.most of there relationship start off in school...also ....umm...he is known as a ho ...I know this b/c he can get lots of girls if he wants them...he's not a virgin,he's smart,cute,athletic.and a bad boy......while people say I'm smart,virgin,thick,and I have a big butt, pretty, good,innocent.....a lot of ppl think our relationship is bad but I only know what I feel....~OPINIONS~